Let me just state first thing– we have officially halted all baby making efforts for now. It was hands down the hardest decision for us to make, but we both knew that it was the best choice for our family, marriage, and most importantly our future little human.
At the start of the pandemic I thought we would be fortunate enough to not fall victim to the economic crisis currently attacking the workforce, but I should have realized it was only a short matter of time until it came knocking on our door. Today Michael was laid off from his position and we dropped to a one income family. As upset as I was earlier this month when we decided to but a pause on growing our family, now I cannot help but be thankful that we only have to worry about caring for each other (and the five doggies of course). This whole thing still feels so surreal and I keep thinking we will go back to our normal ways soon… but I think it is time to start realizing that this is our new normal.
We have decided to wait until June to revisit the idea of starting a family and I can only pray that life improves by then. We are so ready- I really hope we don’t have to wait even longer, but regardless we will always do what is in the best interest for our beautiful little family. All I can say is that I am beyond thankful to be married to such an amazing man. When he was informed of the unfortunate news about his job his fist reaction was to reassure me that we will be okay. His voice was calm and collected and put me at ease.
Our future baby will be so lucky to have him as a father.
I hope you all are staying safe and healthy.
xoxo- Corissa